Stephen Marais' book is very much about South Africa, the Struggle and the experience of political commitment. But it is also very much about Stephen and different phases of his life. Anyone who reads the book will find not just questions arising from the struggle but a whole range of other issues that may touch on their own lives. This is done with searing honesty as he examines his life choices and the costs that ensue.

Professor Raymond Suttner writes, 'Stephen Marais’ memoir raises questions and choices beyond the Struggle'.